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It’s hard sitting here on a 3-day weeking with no money and gas prices at 4.15 a gallon or higher! damn… We’ve been trying to make busy work, but the shitty thing is that it rained all day Saturday, which made for a worthless day, couldn’t even have our big 3-family garage sale…that will happen next week. Yesterday we spend what little money I did have on paint, and today we’ll be painting E’s room… or at least trying. We’re pretty much on this lazy, listless, have no money kick. Why did we anticipate that goddamned stimulus rebate, instead of being surprised by it? I would have rather just been surprised by it, but we thought by now we would have it since we thought we did direct deposit (i posted about all this below…)

B’s thinking of going back to group therapy. I didn’t know until yesterday that she was feeling like she needed to go back, and why. She explained it simply that she hates being controlled by medicine. I told her it’s going to be a way of life for a long while if she wants to try to get her disorders under control. It could be a lifelong treatment, and that people do it all the time for other things like high blood pressure or diabetes. If she can look at the medicines in a different light, she might not have such trouble with them. So, going back to therapy to her will help her do that. I’m going to contact them and see if it’s possible, and if my insurance will allow it.

That’s it on the news front, i hope some of you are enjoying the weekend at least!

-e